They're Everywhere!

Last night in every dream I had tiny, little spiders were crawling all over me wherever I went. They weren't hurting me, and I almost didn't care, but i just wanted them to go away. I just wanted to be left alone.
And I felt this meant somthing, truly. Soooo...I found an answer...sort of.
And it means EVERYTHING considering mine and Benny's phone conversation last night...maybe the worste conversation of my life...probably not.
Just made me feel like shittttt...

SPIDERS : Spiders are a little like snakes in that they usually refer to something bad in your life. They will usually refer to some situation where you feel trapped or stuck. Perhaps you dislike your job and wish to move to something more interesting. Perhaps you feel stuck in a relationship. Just think of those emotions about being caught in a spiders web. Where do you feel that same sense in real life or been unable to move.

QUESTIONS to help you make associations(pick the one that makes most sense to you)
- Do you feel stuck in some relationship?
- Are there some responsibilites that are holding you back?
- Do you feel unable to escape some situation or relationship?
- Are you wanting to make a decision but unable to right now?
- Do you feel trapped right now?

KEY WORDS : Stuck, trapping, depression, lack of freedom, responsibilities holding you back, unable to escape, wary(write down some quotes that capture your key feelings on issues that have been dominating your mind. Then see if any of these words could appear in those quotes)

KEY PHRASES(Pick a quote which captures your feelings right now. Think especially of the day before the dream) :

- "I feel trapped in depression"

- "My family will just not let me have my freedom"

- "I don’t feel she can ever escape from this situation she has got herself in"

- "This problem is dominating all aspects of my life"

- "I feel trapped in my job"

- "I have not got the freedom to do that because of my responsibilities"

- "I am just stuck here"

- "I feel unable to make a decision"

- "I am trying to entice them"

- "I have finally got my man!"